"Find out what you're afraid of and go live there."

i'm so angry.

so fucking livid at such shit people in this world.


my brother called me late last night just as i was about to fall asleep. ( he never calls late )
anyhow, he was robbed. his home.

my heart sank. threw my clothes on and left to his house. I felt that my drive was taking forever.


My sisternlaw and the kids weren't there. they were in Santa Barbara for the past 2 nights.
he came home to it.  I can't even imagine.

basically they cut the screen out and pushed through a window that was left cracked.. slipped through the window. Which is SO SMALL. I hardly could fit, so who knows who got in.

They tore apart their bedroom, bathroom, and closet.
And just left through the front door. (thats what was a little suspicious to my brother when he was able to just walk right on in) And then seeing his bedroom door shut closed is when it hit him...someone was here. Opens the door to shit everywhere.


Luckily enough he didn't come home to them in the house, because who knows what could have happened.
I'm so pissed off. Its such an uncomfortable feeling to be in your own space where people just violated and intruded your home.

police came around 4am. my brother and i were camped out in the main room waiting..falling asleep. Well, I certainly didn't sleep. I have the worst imagination when it comes to fear. So, basically i've slept 1 hour. Then another cop came in the morning to check the fingerprints.

Its been such a bad day. I feel so terrible for him.

We don't know who it was, nothing. A neighbor did say he saw some kids that were in the area that seemed a bit off. Which made us think...small kid..small window. Who knows.

And they even took off the pillowcases from their bed to stash.

just so pissed off at the world we live in.

makes me disgusted.